So I cannot function when I’m depressed. I cannot put on a happy face, I know I may have trivialised depression in the past especially when I was manic, but more so because I was running away and hiding from it. How? I started abusing Ritalin and Lorazepam, uppers and downers. Spent the day taking … More The truth hurts
Firstly, I’m back on Zyprexa, ergh, I know right? I seeing my doctor next week Monday. She wants to start weaning me off my benzos which is what I want to do as well but I want to wean off the Zyprexa first, it is making me gain weight again and I hate all the … More The battle of the wills
As you sit day after passing day on the outskirts of your own existence wishing to be heard, wanting to be seen, waiting to be touched— do you feel the air of a certain unknown expectation slowly leaking out from your heart? Are you waiting internally, while the edges of your soul quietly fold in? Wherever you are … More I love this…
It’s Saturday night and I’m sitting here wondering why WordPress doesn’t auto correct me, doesn’t it know I’m too lazy to put things in uppercase when necessary and ‘ <—- these things where needed?!? Oh well so much for 21st Century semi illiteracy… Anyway, I haven’t been blogging much lately, still acclimatizing to the new … More Just passing by…
I haven’t been around for a while on social media and my blog, I decided I needed to bring myself towards myself, I didn’t want to blog out of obligation. Just like I didn’t want to partake in “LIKING” millions of photos of my friends babies and trips to the seaside. It started getting quite … More My Hiatus
These are the things I need to do before I pop my clogs. Visit NYC in summer Go snorkeling in the Maldives Learn to play guitar Go on a heritage adventure to see if I’m related to a pirate Climb Mount Kilimanjaro Learn to speak French and Spanish Go on a spiritual pilgrimage to Machu … More My mini bucket list
Nearly two and a half millennia ago, Aristotle triggered a revolution in happiness. At the time, Greek philosophers were trying hard to define precisely what this state of being was. Some contended that it sprang from hedonism, the pursuit of sensual pleasure. Others argued from the perspective of tragedy, believing happiness to be a goal, … More A Better Kind of Happiness
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